February 2009
229 posts
NOW DIVA IS A FEMALE VERSION OF A HUSTLER
ladies night [ going out for the first time in a while ] should be interesting.
i want to feel somebody’s embrace
January 2009
281 posts
Ohh, my, my, my I’m feelin’ high My money’s gone I’m all alone To much to see, the world keeps turnin’ Oh what a day, what a day, what a day
it’s hard to miss when you’re shooting a heart shaped gun You’ll slit your skin to find freedom You’ll kill yourself to find anything at all
It’s Friday night and I ain’t got nobody. Oh, what’s the use of making a bed? I took something and it feels like karate; it’s kicked me down and left me for dead. It’s Friday night and I ain’t got nobody, so what’s the use of pulling a shape? I put what I want, when I want, in my body. I’m never gonna give what I take.
Let me tell you about a girl I know
She like hip hop and rock and roll
i love taking moments in and embracing them. capturing the mood and the scenery and holding it in until the feeling of wonderful wants to make you explode.
[ the simplist things make me happy ]
[ i really want to fall in love and get caught up in it ]
sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i was someone else or i had chosen a different path at some point, that would have changed everything
[ but even with all the ugliness and pain in this world, i am happy just where i am ]
i wish i could take time and put it into slow motion. like an instant replay. just so i could hold onto moments for a little more [ a couple seconds will do ]
...
“so i wonder this
as life billows smoke inside my head
this little game
where...”
and love is a wonderful thing make you wanna make you need to make you wish you hadn’t said a thing baby i have been mean but i’m only second guessing you cause you won’t even let me through
feeling a bit dirty? →
shut up
some things are inevitable [ even if in a chaotic manner ] things are meant to be, because they are events that occur without them being anything else.
cold
i almost got into a really bad accident yesterday morning, luckily there was not another car in the lane next to me and in a split second i was able to take control of my car. [ my breaks failed ] i could have seriously been injured. i keep replaying the moment in my head. i still am catching my breath.
[ winter weather advisory until 11pm ]
i do not want to step outside !!
havent-got-a-prayer:
theholyghost:
Steve St....
my stomach is on its last tissue and its tightening and waving all around like a pissed off fist.
jazzzzz music is my life
if i were to recommend anything to anyone it would be MILE DAVIS
mondays = lamedays
so instead of being miserable and coming back home after class, i decided to be productive and release any frustration while doing so; so i went to the library.
[ i love people watching ]
Valley.
cashville:
“Time
the dangerous illusion
in an open form
tightens your hand around the
curved flesh of tomorrow
backhanding your sorrow
and giving you something pure.
Consolidating
all that which you know
and leaving you to
spin pennies
and flip pages
but only
for a week or so.”
some days i don’t want to do anything.
[ i want to lay in my bed and rot away ]
today is one of those days
exile
i love when it is beginning to get dark out and the light casts nothing but blue rays upon the snow.
i loathe ignorant people
you you you you
you should recycle
you should be nice to others
you should hold doors for people
you should say please and thank you
you should be grateful for your family
you should appreciate this moment
you must love with all of your heart
me me me me me
i always sit on the end of a seat
i prefer to sleep with the tv on
i must write with a black pen
i don’t trust people, but i give in too easily
i hate unnecessary drama
i hate the winter
i love music with all of my heart
i want to do good things for people
content
as long as i have clothes on my back, air in my lungs and the sun to light my way, i can be happy; no matter what problems stand in my way.
[ i am grateful to be alive ]
[ i am grateful for experience ]
[ i am grateful for this moment ]
i deserve a nap
